Monthly Archives: March 2011

Lenten Journey: Day 22

Jesus said to his disciples: “Do not think that I have come to abolish the law or the prophets. I have come not to abolish but to fulfill. Amen, I say to you, until heaven and earth pass away, not the smallest letter or the smallest part of a letter will pass from the law, until all things have taken place. Therefore, whoever breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do so will be called least in the Kingdom of heaven. But whoever obeys and teaches these commandments will be called greatest in the Kingdom of heaven.”

St. Matthew 5:17-19

Today’s Gospel message is short and clear, and so I’ll be the same. In Christ, the Law has not been abolished. Rather, in Christ, the Law and the human heart come together. It is in Christ that we are free to choose to obey the Law. In Christ, our free will is strengthened to choose the Law. At the end of time, we will be held accountable for our deeds, Scripture is abundantly clear on this.

So, today we reflect on the Law, a Law which is a very reflection of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. The Law reflects the perfection of Christ, the perfection of God. It is what we will be one day and what we continually work towards. To live in ignorance of the moral law is to live in ignorance of Christ.

Thankfully, God is merciful. Each of us, whether Christian or not, have lived in ignorance of the Law at some point. There is a good chance that even today we are living in ignorance of Christ’s Law. There’s an even better chance that this ignorance is being lived out willfully as well. God in his mercy will forgive the penitent heart, the spirit that desires justice despite his or her limitations. Reach out to Christ today. Embrace him. Embrace the Law which flows from his heart, which is love.

Hear the statutes and decrees which I am teaching you to observe, that you may live, and may enter in and take possession of the land which the LORD, the God of your fathers, is giving you.


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Lenten Journey: Day 21

Then Peter came up and said to him, “Lord, how often shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? As many as seven times?” Jesus said to him, “I do not say to seven times, but seventy times seven.”

St. Matthew 18:21-22

Forgiveness trumps everything. It doesn’t matter what someone says to you or does to you. You have to forgive them. Even if they call you an imbecile and express their heartfelt belief that you shouldn’t be allowed to vote because you’re Catholic, you must forgive them.

The overwhelming message of the the Bible is that God is forgiving and that we too, should forgive others. We have to look past our own hurts, our own pride, fears, weaknesses, anger, and emotions and forgive the sins that are committed against us. We have to forsake our own lives and bear the pains that others commit against us and press on. If we focus on the things that have happened to us in the past, we cannot look to the future, to eternal life with God.

Most importantly, we need to forgive those who tread upon our Faith. We need to pray for them, that whatever hurt they experienced in the past because of a sinful Catholic would be healed. That whatever anger they harbor against Christ would be dulled. That whatever sin they are hanging onto and thus shout at the Law of God, would be wrangled away from them and thrown into the abyss.

We pray during Lent not only for our sanctification, but also for the justification and sanctification of those who are not yet of the fold of the One Flock, the Catholic Church. We pray that their ignorance would be transformed to wisdom, anger to joy, hate to love.

“Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do.”


 

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Lenten Journey: Day 20

Naaman, the army commander of the king of Aram, was highly esteemed and respected by his master, for through him the LORD had brought victory to Aram. But valiant as he was, the man was a leper. Naaman came with his horses and chariots and stopped at the door of Elisha’s house. The prophet sent him the message: “Go and wash seven times in the Jordan, and your flesh will heal, and you will be clean.” But Naaman went away angry, saying, “I thought that he would surely come out and stand there to invoke the LORD his God, and would move his hand over the spot, and thus cure the leprosy. Are not the rivers of Damascus, the Abana and the Pharpar, better than all the waters of Israel?  Could I not wash in them and be cleansed?” With this, he turned about in anger and left.

2 Kings 15:1, 9-12

Today I bought a crucifix to wear on my neck. In the middle of the crucifix there is a St. Benedict’s Medal. St. Benedict’s Medal has a special prayer of exorcism prayed over it and a special blessing, unique to it. I took my crucifix and a Rosary I had bought a few weeks ago to be blessed by Msgr. Laliberte. As I was waiting for him to bless these items, I thought to myself, “What good, really, is a blessing? Does it matter if I pray with a Rosary that isn’t blessed? Does it matter if I wear a crucifix or medal that hasn’t been blessed? Aren’t these just sacramentals? Isn’t the faith I put behind it more important than the blessing itself?” Suddenly I felt like the Church was ripping me off, desiring me to bless these things, implying that by having a priest say a few crusty words over them, they would magically give me more grace, something I couldn’t do on my own.

Like Naaman, I was ever so briefly, unable to see anything special about something that the Church offered. I was unwilling to believe that one collection of matter was more endowed with God’s presence simply because a few words had been poured upon it. God cares more about my faith than a prayer of exorcism prayed by a priest, right? If God wants to vanquish demons from a medal, he doesn’t need a prayer to invoke him to do so. Furthermore, why do I need a medal at all?!

But his servants came up and reasoned with him. “My father,” they said, “if the prophet had told you to do something extraordinary, would you not have done it? All the more now, since he said to you, ‘Wash and be clean,’ should you do as he said.” So Naaman went down and plunged into the Jordan seven times at the word of the man of God. His flesh became again like the flesh of a little child, and he was clean.

He returned with his whole retinue to the man of God. On his arrival he stood before him and said, “Now I know that there is no God in all the earth, except in Israel.”

2 Kings 5:13-15a

But I realized that I don’t get to have it my way. God’s ways are simple and they are perfect. He tells me to Baptized. So I am. He tells me to be Confirmed. So I am. He tells me to go to Confession. So I do. He tells me to eat his Flesh and drink his Blood. So I do. Who are we to disagree with what Christ has established, the designs he has made to transmit grace to us? Who are we to deny the superior graces of the Sacraments, or the real benefit of a blessing or an exorcism? Who are we to deny the efficaciousness of sacramentals like the Scapular? As for me, I will forsake my own version of Christianity, for the version that Jesus gave us 2,000 years ago. I will do it God’s way.

Jesus got it right the first time. There is no need for anyone to protest what he made, what he established. There is no need to search for salvation anywhere else or in any other way. It is here. It is free. It is simple.

Be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and pleasing and perfect.


 

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Lenten Journey: Day 19

But the people thirsted there for water, and the people murmured against Moses, and said, “Why did you bring us up out of Egypt, to kill us and our children and our cattle with thirst?”

Exodus 17:3

For me personally, this attitude is persistent in my spiritual life. I look at the circumstances of my life, I look at my failures, weaknesses, struggles, passions, and duties and I ask God why he brought me out of my old life and into this new one simply to lie down and die from exhaustion, frustration, and overwhelming failure. I want instant gratification. I want Heaven without the work. I want the rewards of Baptism without fulfilling the vows of the Sacrament. In my heart it is hard to believe sometimes that life on this side of those cleansing waters is any better than the life on the other bank. Sometimes its hard to believe that I would be more joyful coming out of the Confessional than if I had never gone into it in the first place. I wonder why life in Christ is harder than life outside of Christ. I wonder at how my life feels like a wasteland right now, and how I chose this over the life I once had.

But look! Had the Egyptians stayed in Egypt they would have been wiped out. Pharoah only wanted them as long as he could have gotten work out of them. They were expendable, simply pawns for a prideful and idolatrous nation. They weren’t truly happy. They may have felt safe, but they weren’t really safe. That’s how we were. Pawns for a prideful angel who wants everything for himself. He doesn’t care about us, and we were only useful to him as long as we accomplished his agenda. We may have felt safe in our old life, but we weren’t. Everything we had was like dust in our hands, ready to blow away.

Maybe its better to have dust than have nothing. But we don’t have nothing! We, too, are on a journey, a journey of regeneration, a journey towards the promised land: eternal life with Christ. It is only by walking through the desert places that we will make it to the promised land. It can be frustrating. It can feel like the journey will never end. We can feel like God is unfair, that he demands too much of us, that he doesn’t provide us with enough. But we have no reason to say these things. God provides each of us with exactly what we need. Every grace we need for salvation, that we need to overcome our weaknesses is given to us. How could they not be? For those of us who are able to receive Holy Communion and Absolution, there is nothing lacking. If only we were completely and absolutely docile to the grace, just one time, our lives would be completely transformed.

God has not abandoned us, but he speaks to us and helps us on our journey. Do not grumble and complain (I’m speaking mainly to myself), but be still and know that he is God.

“Is the Lord in our midst or not?”


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Third Sunday of Lent

The question that Jesus puts to the Samaritan woman: “Give me a drink” (Jn 4: 7), is presented to us in the liturgy of the third Sunday; it expresses the passion of God for every man and woman, and wishes to awaken in our hearts the desire for the gift of “a spring of water within, welling up for eternal life” (Jn 4: 14): this is the gift of the Holy Spirit, who transforms Christians into “true worshipers,” capable of praying to the Father “in spirit and truth” (Jn 4: 23). Only this water can extinguish our thirst for goodness, truth and beauty! Only this water, given to us by the Son, can irrigate the deserts of our restless and unsatisfied soul, until it “finds rest in God”, as per the famous words of St. Augustine.

Pope Benedict XVI

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That’s Why I Do It

If I accomplish nothing else this semester as an RA, returning to the job was one-hundred percent worth it. If one less guy passes out drunk and dies of alcohol poisoning because I stayed up and put the extra effort in to make sure he was ok, then I’m happy.

The hours suck and trading my soul into the liberal agenda is not my favorite, but its instances like tonight where I realize that I am actually doing some amount of good.

I’m tired nonetheless. One more set of rounds and I’m out!

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Lenten Journey: Day 18

Who is a God like you, pardoning iniquity and passing over transgression for the remnant of his inheritance? He does not retain his anger for ever because he delights in mercy. He will again have compassion upon us, he will tread our iniquities under foot. You will cast all our sins into the depths of the sea.

Micah 7:18-19

God is a God of mercy. He delights in forgiving us. He wants to forgive us. This is one of the great things about God: he is unchanging. While sin always angers him, repentance always brings him joy. Every time we repent of our sins, he has compassion on them. He crushes them under his feet and casts them into the sea!

This privilege is not granted only to those who are righteous, but to all men, from all walks of life, from all races, tribes, and tongues. It is most specially reserved for the sinner, for the one who has fallen so short of the glory of God that they can hardly stand themselves anymore because they are so muddied with sin. Jesus desires to give mercy and who needs mercy more than those sitting on the brink of total moral destruction?

No matter what you’ve done in your past, God wants to forgive you, to cast it off into the sea and transform your life. Today is a new day. Today you can begin a new life. Today Jesus will dine with you.

“This man receives sinners and eats with them.”


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Celebrate Pregnancy

Celebrate pregnancy today as we remember Christ’s own conception and Mary’s assent to become pregnant. Pregnancy is good. It is not a disease. It is always a blessing.

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Lenten Journey: Day 17

Ecce ancilla Domini fiat mihi secundum verbum tuum.

St. Luke 1:38

“Behold, I am the handmaid of the Lord: be it done to me according to thy word.”

Today is a huge day in the life of the Church. We celebrate the Solemnity of the Annunciation. It is a day when we stand in awe of Christ who became Incarnate. We honor and revere Mary’s unwavering fidelity to God in her fiat, her yes. It is such an important day that we suspend our usual Friday abstinence from meat because we can not fast and be gloomy at the same time we celebrate one of the most  fantastic mysteries of faith, God becoming human, becoming one of us so that all of us might be saved.

In this valley of tears that Lent can be, that life can be, we look up in joy. We look to Mary who first received the good news, who received Jesus before one other person knew he had come. We look to her and we hear the same message, that the Son of God is coming to us to save us from our sins. Even though things are tough now, even though we are weakened and prone to sin, there will come a day when there will be no more tears. Today we are able to look past the birth, life, and death of the Lord and see the Resurrection. We are able to see all of God’s promises coming true, and it refreshes us, energizes us to keep on working our faith in fear and trembling (Philippians 2:12).

So step this day of Lent and look up. Realize that God will not be angry forever, that he will lift us up if we continue to press on and say yes to him. Our yes is sure to bring struggle and suffering, but in the end, we, if we are faithful to our yes, will share in the Glory of Jesus Christ, our Incarnate God.

Credo in Iesum Christum, Filium Eius unicum, Dominum nostrum, qui conceptus est de Spiritu Sancto, natus ex Maria Virgine.


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Lenten Journey: Day 16

What does it mean to be human? Who are we in relation to God? Who are we the moment we are conceived? What is our true nature? At the very foundation of our soul who am I? How does God see me? These are all very important questions, and as we move through Lent, considering our sin and considering the suffering of our Savior, these questions become even more prominent.

First, what does it mean to be human? To be human is to be a unique creation of God. God created you. He created you in his own image and likeness (Genesis 1:26) and declares that fact to be very good (Genesis 1:31). Despite our fallen nature, we are still good. We still have free will, the ability to make choices. We still have the ability to love, to reason, to contemplate, and to seek knowledge. While it is true that our ability to exercise these abilities is impeded by original sin, they are still a part of us, albeit flawed.

But aren’t we still bad? No.

We do bad things. But that does not make us pure evil. And if we aren’t purely evil, which is the absence of good, it must mean that we have some amount of good. How large that good is, is largely dependent on the individual, but it exists nonetheless. How do we know we aren’t purely evil? Because God cannot love something that is the exact opposite of him. God is a pure good. He is goodness itself. He is the perfect good. He is good being good. Pure evil is the complete absence of God. God cannot love that in any way. It is impossible. There is no such thing as pure good loving pure evil. And we know that we are not evil because God loves us.

But God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.

Romans 5:8

Jesus died for us before our justification. God’s love was made manifest to sinners before they ceased to be sinners. He loved us even in sin because deep down we are made in HIS image, and HE is good. To deny the basic goodness of the human person is to deny Scripture, it is to deny God’s own goodness, and since God is the source of all good, it is to deny the existence of goodness at all in the universe.

How does God see us? Well we already know that even in our flawed state, in our own struggle to do good, Christ sees us with compassion.

And Jesus went about all the cities and villages, teaching in their synagogues and preaching the gospel of the kingdom, and healing every disease and infirmity. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd.

St. Matthew 9:35-36

Jesus looked at the un-redeemed crowds, Jews and Gentiles and had compassion on them. Like mentioned before, God cannot have compassion on pure evil. It is against His very nature, the very heart of who He is. Yet, Scripture says that God has compassion on us. God looks at all of us with compassion. He knows that we are harassed on all sides by the evil one. He knows that we desire good, that we desire love, that we desire truth, but that is difficult for us to always make the right choice. He sees us desire all the things that he is and he moves to take pity on us.

At the very beginning of time, God created us exactly the way he desired us to be. We lived in paradise and we were very good. We were made in the image of God. Out of selfishness, Satan tempted our first mother to disobey God. She was a perfect creature to that point. In her goodness, she still chose to sin. That act never annihilated her good. It just made it more difficult for her to make that choice in the future. Her goodness and desire for goodness was used against her.

Our lives have been full of mistakes. Our intrinsic good has become flawed, but not eliminated. And so Jesus came to restore that good beyond even its original state. And that’s what we do this Lenten season, we cooperate with Christ and work towards sanctification as we anticipate the event that makes it all possible.

“Let us make man in our image, after our likeness.”


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