Monthly Archives: December 2009

Special

Only 10 more hours until I leave on my trip to the 2010 FOCUS Conference in Orlando, Florida. It’s going to be a great opportunity for me to learn more about my faith, about Jesus, and about my vocation. I’m really glad that God spoke to my heart and changed my mind about going. I’m thankful and I’m excited. Please keep all of us in your prayers this next week, especially the 130 students going from NDSU, our Pastor, Fr. Cheney, our FOCUS missionaries, and especially the family that generously donated the money we needed for our transportation from Fargo to Orlando. I probably won’t be writing until I get back on January 5, so happy New Year and don’t forget that January 1 is a Holy Day of Obligation for the Solemnity of Mary, the Mother of God.

Auf Wiedersehen!

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Crazy Pete’s Abortion Emporium

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Canon 1250

So after Mass at St. Stephen’s tonight, I picked up a calendar for 2010, and was flipping through and it listed some Church laws that affect all Catholics and it mentioned canon law 1250 which states that all Fridays and all days of Lent are times of penance. To my ears, this was news. I had always thought that since some point in the past, only Fridays during Lent counted, so I looked up some more information on canon law 1250 and here I found out that canon laws 1250 and 1251 state that all Fridays are to be days of abstinence from meat. However, in the US and some other countries, the Conference of Bishops, with Vatican approval can allow the faithful to choose some other act of penance instead of abstinence from meat.

So, if we are not giving up meat every Friday, we should actively be doing some other work of penance.  I did not know this before, but now that I do, I think that I will just stick with the rest of the Church on this one and abstain from meat on Fridays from here on out.

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Hearts and Minds

I think one of the most difficult things about being a Catholic, or even a Christian in general is making that connection between our hearts and our minds. It is very easy to convince our minds of some truth, but it is often difficult to have that truth make its way down and transform our hearts. I’ve experienced this phenomenon many times in my life, especially recently. From the mental assent that certain sins in my life are indeed bad, but not really connecting it to my heart, to the knowledge that I need to be closer to my family, more loving towards them, but being unable to make that connection in my heart. I mean how terrible is that?! How horrible is it that I cannot find it in myself to be more compassionate towards my own family, brother and sister, mother and father.

And it was only exasperated last night as I sat alone in the pews at midnight Mass. As I watched tons of families come in together to worship our Lord, to celebrate his birth, I felt so very alone. I don’t think I have ever felt that feeling of loneliness as strongly as I did last night when I celebrated my first Christmas within the Church. I thought of how my family doesn’t really strive to put Christ first in anything, how I really am the only one with very much zeal, the only one in our family who seems to get that Christmas isn’t about sleigh rides and Santa and tinsel and presents and Frosty the Snowman and how the Grinch stole Christmas and Buddy the man-elf. And no matter how many times I try to explain what Christmas is all about, what it really means to be a follower of Christ, they don’t get it. It’s so frustrating that I just can’t hardly stand it. In my heart I feel as if I am the only Catholic who has ever experienced this feeling of frustration and being alone as their family drifts further and further from God.

Yet, that’s just what is in my heart. In my mind, I know it isn’t so. I know that I am not alone. I know that many Saints have gone up against their families and friends to follow God when those around them wouldn’t. I know that many Catholic converts come against the very same wall that I have. And I know that I cannot give up hope, because Christ’s very incarnation brings hope, multiplies it. I just need that grace from God to make the truths that I understand mentally to make their ways into my heart and truly transform me. Until then, I’ll keep on trying, keep on praying, keep on keeping on.

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Merry Christmas!

Remember that today is a Holy Day of Obligation, so go to Mass to celebrate our Incarnate Lord!

What follows is Pope Leo’s Great Christmas Sermon. Take some time to reflect on it today.

NativityI. Christmas Morning is the Most Appropriate Time for Thoughts on the Nativity.

On all days and at all times, dearly beloved, does the birth of our Lord and Saviour from the Virgin-mother occur to the thoughts of the faithful, who meditate on divine things, that the mind may be aroused to the acknowledgment of its Maker, and whether it be occupied in the groans of supplication, or in the shouting of praise, or in the offering of sacrifice, may employ its spiritual insight on nothing more frequently and more trustingly than on the fact that God the Son of God, begotten of the co-eternal Father, was also born by a human birth. But this Nativity which is to be adored in heaven and on earth is suggested to us by no day more than this when, with the early light still shedding its rays on nature, there is borne in upon our senses the brightness of this wondrous mystery. For the angel Gabriel’s converse with the astonished Mary and her conception by the Holy Ghost as wondrously promised as believed, seem to recur not only to the memory but to the very eyes. For to day the Maker of the world was born of a Virgin’s womb, and He, who made all natures, became Son of her, whom He created. To-day the Word of God appeared clothed in flesh, and That which had never been visible to human eyes began to be tangible to our hands as well. Today the shepherds learnt from angels’ voices that the Saviour was born in the substance of our flesh and soul; and to-day the form of the Gospel message was pre-arranged by the leaders of the Lord’s flocks, so that we too may say with the arm), of the heavenly host: “Glory in the highest to God, and on earth peace to men of good will.”

II. Christians are Essentially Participators in the Nativity of Christ.

Although, therefore, that infancy, which the majesty of God’s Son did not disdain, reached mature manhood by the growth of years and, when the triumph of His passion and resurrection was completed, all the actions of humility which were undertaken for us ceased, yet to-day’s festival renews for us the holy childhood of Jesus born of the Virgin Mary: and in adoring the birth of our Saviour, we find we are celebrating the commencement of our own life. For the birth of Christ is the source of life for Christian folk, and the birthday of the Head is the birthday of the body. Although every individual that is called has his own order, and all the sons of the Church are separated from one another by intervals of time, yet as the entire body of the faithful being born in the font of baptism is crucified with Christ in His passion, raised again in His resurrection, and placed at the Father’s right hand in His ascension, so with Him are they born in this nativity. For any believer in whatever part of the world that is re-born in Christ, quits the old paths of his original nature and passes into a new man by being re-born; and no longer is he reckoned of his earthly father’s stock but among the seed of the Saviour, Who became the Son of man in order that we might have the power to be the sons of God. For unless He came down to us in this humiliation, no one would reach His presence by any merits of his own. Let not earthly wisdom shroud in darkness the hearts of the called on this point, and let not the frailty of earthly thoughts raise itself against the loftiness of God’s grace, for it will soon return to the lowest dust. At the end of the ages is fulfilled that which was ordained from all eternity: and in the presence of realities, when signs and types have ceased, the Law and prophecy have become Truth: and so Abraham is found the father of all nations, and the promised blessing is given to the world in his seed: nor are they only Israelites whom blood and flesh4 begot, but the whole body of the adopted eater into possession of the heritage prepared for the sons of Faith. Be not disturbed by the cavils of silly questionings, and let not the effects of the Divine word be dissipated by human calculation; we with Abraham believe in God and “waver not through unbelief5 ” but “know most assuredly that what the Lord promised, He is able to perform.”

III. Peace with God Is His Best Gift to Man.

The Saviour then, dearly beloved, is born not of fleshly seed but of the Holy Spirit, in such wise that the condemnation of the first transgression did not touch Him. And hence the very greatness of the boon conferred demands of us reverence worthy of its splendour. For, as the blessed Apostle teaches, “we have received not the spirit of this world but the Spirit which is of God, that we may know the things which are given us by God:” and that Spirit can in no other way be rightly worshipped, except by offering Him that which we received from Him. But in the treasures of the Lord’s bounty what can we find so suitable to the honour of the present feast as the peace, which at the Lord’s nativity was first proclaimed by the angel-choir? For that it is which brings forth the sons of God, the nurse of love and the mother of unity: the rest of the blessed and our eternal home; whose proper work and special office it is to join to God those whom it removes from the world. Whence the Apostle incites us to this good end, in saying, “being justified therefore by faith let us have peace towards God.” In which brief sentence are summed up nearly all the commandments; for where true peace is, there can be no lack of virtue. But what is it, dearly beloved, to have peace towards God, except to wish what He bids, and not to wish what He forbids? For if human friendships seek out equality of soul and similarity of desires, and difference of habits can never attain to full harmony, how will he be partaker of divine peace, who is pleased with what displeases God and desires to get delight from what he knows to be offensive to God? That is not the spirit of the sons of God; such wisdom is not acceptable to the noble family of the adopted. That chosen and royal race must live up to the dignity of its regeneration, must love what the Father loves, and in nought disagree with its Maker, lest the Lord should again say: “I have begotten and raised up sons, but they have scorned Me: the ox knoweth his owner and the ass his master’s crib: but Israel hath not known Me and My people hath not acknowledged Me.”

IV. We Must Be Worthy of Our Calling as Sans and Friends of God.

The mystery of this boon is great, dearly beloved, and this gift exceeds all gifts that God should call man son, and man should name God Father: for by these terms we perceive and learn the love which reached so great a height. For if in natural progeny and earthly families those who are born of noble parents are lowered by the faults of evil intercourse, and unworthy offspring are put to shame by the very brilliance of their ancestry; to what end will they come who through love of the world do not fear to be outcast from the family of Christ? But if it gains the praise of men that the father’s glory should shine again in their descendants, how much more glorious is it for those who are born of God to regain the brightness of their Maker’s likeness and display in themselves Him Who begat them, as saith the Lord: “Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven?” We know indeed, as the Apostle John says that “the whole world lieth in the evil one,” and that by the stratagems of the Devil and his angels numberless attempts are made either to frighten man in his struggle upwards by adversity or to spoil him by prosperity, but “greater is He that is in us, than he that is against us,” and they who have peace with God and are always saying to the Father with their whole hearts “thy will be done ” can be overcome in no battles, can be hurt by no assaults. For accusing ourselves in our confessions and refusing the spirit’s consent to our fleshly lusts, we stir up against us the enmity of him who is the author of sin, but secure a peace with God that nothing can destroy, by accepting His gracious service, in order that we may not only surrender ourselves in obedience to our King but also be united to Him by our free-will. For if we are like-minded, if we wish what He wishes, and disapprove what He disapproves, He will finish all our wars for us, He Who gave the will, will also give the power: so that we may be fellow-workers in His works, and with the exultation of Faith may utter that prophetic song: “the Lord is my light and my salvation: whom shall I fear? the Lord is the defender of my life: of whom shall I be afraid?”

V. The Birth of Christ is the Birth of Peace to the Church.

They then who “are born not of blood nor of the will of the flesh nor of the will of man but of God ,” must offer to. the Father the unanimity of peace-loving sons, and all the members of adoption must meet in the First-begotten of the new creation, Who came to do not His own Will but His that sent Him; inasmuch as the Father in His gracious favour has adopted as His heirs not those that are discordant nor those that are unlike Him, but those that are in feeling and affection one. They that are re-modelled after one pattern must have a spirit like the model. The birthday of the Lord is the birthday of peace: for thus says the Apostle, “He is our peace, who made both one;” since whether we be Jew or Gentile, “through Him we have access in one Spirit to the Father.” And it was this in particular that He taught His disciples before the day of His passion which He had of His own free-will fore-ordained, saying, “My peace I give unto you, My peace I leave for you;” and lest under the general term the character of His peace should escape notice, He added. “not as the world give I unto you.” The world, He Says, has its friendships, and brings many that are apart into loving harmony. There are also minds which are equal in vices. and similarity of desires produces equality of affection. And if any are perchance to be found who are not pleased with what is mean and dishonourable, and who exclude from the terms of their connexion unlawful compacts, yet even such if they be either Jews, heretics or heathens, belong not to God’s friendship but to this world’s peace. But the peace of the spiritual and of catholics coming down from above and leading upwards refuses to hold communion with the lovers of the world resists all obstacles and flies from pernicious pleasures to true joys, as the Lord says: “Where thy treasure is, there will thy heart be also:” that is, if what you love is below you will descend to the lowest depth: if what you love is above, you will reach the topmost height: thither may the Spirit of peace lead and bring us, whose wishes and feeling are at one, and who are of one mind in faith and hope and in charity: since “as many as are led by the Spirit of God these are sons of God” Who reigneth with the Son and Holy Spirit for ever and ever. Amen.

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Whatever the Case May Be

Everytime I come home from school, my mom and I always get into over the Eucharist and whether or not Christ’s words were meant to be taken literally. I believe that if we have a firm understanding of all the Jewish foreshadowing, of all of the prophecies regarding Christ’s sacrifice, of the parallels between Melchizidek and Jesus, of the Greek words used in John 6, of the responses of the crowd to Jesus’  Bread of Life discourse, the miracle of the Feeding of 5,000 that directly precedes that sermon, the exhortations of Paul in his letter to the Corinthians and the beliefs of the Church fathers, we have no other option than to believe that Christ literally meant that the Bread and Wine were actually transformed into his Body and Blood, which were given up and poured out for us on the cross.

Obviously my mom disagrees in the light of all the evidence that mounts up against a symbolic interpretation. However, she asks, as do many non-Catholics and Catholics alike: granting that his words are literal, how can  a priest who is in a state of mortal sin, more specifically, a priest who has molested children, still have the ability to consecrate the host and perform that miracle?

It’s a good question, and it needs to be answered, and unfortunately, everytime she asks, I never have the answer, so I went searching today, and here is the conclusion I came to:

The question is raised because it is difficult for us to believe that Jesus would let his Body be placed in the hands of such a great sinner. Yet, we shouldn’t be too quick to forget that in the Gospels, Jesus is continually allowing himself to be touched by sinners, by some of the lowliest and most loathsome of people in society. He knew what they had done, yet he allowed himself to be touched by them. The very Apostles who participated in the first Eucharist with him were sinners, would deny him, betray him, doubt him. Yet Christ still gave them the grace to confer this gift of thanksgiving. Jesus even let the most corrupt individuals commit most horrific violence against his body on Calvary so that those who believe in him might live.

It is the same today. We are all sinners. Some of our sins are of a greater degree, of a deeper gravity. Yet, Christ allows us to morally discern whether or not we should partake. The same with the priest. The priest could be the greatest sinner ever, yet, Christ once again puts his body into violent hands for the sake of his flock, which he made a promise to, to give his Body and Blood to us. If Christ did not allow the miracle of Transubstantiation to occur at the hands of sinners, we might never know if what we actually have received is his Body and Blood. Thankfully for us Christ is more loving than that. Believe me, that priest will suffer the consequences for his actions, but Christ will not deny his greatest sacrifice from his flock, whatever the case may be. Christ is faithful, even when we are not.

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All the Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues

Yesterday at St. John the Baptist, the priest gave a very short homily in which he asked us to consider Mary, and how she shows us how to receive God and how to give him to others. He asked us to consider our own mothers and how they showed us the love of God. He gave us about five minutes of silence after the homily to consider this. Now I’ll admit, I was none too happy when I got to Mass because my van had just stalled twice within 100 yards of the church. But even still, I was having a difficult time thinking of the ways either of my parents have showed me the love of God. I mean, I can honestly say that neither of their examples have had any reign over why I found the love of Christ in my life through the Church.

You know God keeps doing stuff like this. As I walked into Church I was thinking about my parents and how angry I was, for no good reason, admittedly, about the van, and why they didn’t spend their more money wisely so that the van could be fixed up or even get a new car. I was just tired of my parents and had a terrible attitude, and thought of all the issues I have with my father and with my mother. And then the priest gives that homily. I’m still thinking about what the priest asked us to think about, so you know, and I think I might be coming up with a few ideas. It’s not easy, but I think I can make a few concessions to Christ and admit that parents actually have shown me the love of God in some ways.

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Praise the Lord…

…finals are over!

I don’t think I’ve had a worse semester when it comes to grades. I have at least 2 C’s right now, and one that is on the line, and if I didn’t get at least a 74% on the lab final, I will not get a B, and it is highly probable that I got less than a 74%. Either way, finals are done, there is nothing more I can do at this point to affect any of my grades. All I can do now is get ready to go home, forget about everything academic related, prepare my heart for the coming of Christ our King and for the FOCUS Conference which begins in 12 days!!!

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Solitary

This sums up my blog.

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Minority in Agreement

I cannot say to know whether the following is accurate or not (I have my hunches that it is highly fudged), but this is what “Catholics” for choice are saying on their website:

A large majority of Catholic voters (85%) believe abortion should be legal in all, most or just a few cases. Only 14 percent agree with the bishops and believe that abortion should never be legal.

I could go off on a tangent, outline the legitimacy of Church teaching on these issues, the consistency of these teachings for almost 2,000 years, but I won’t. All I have to say is that it doesn’t matter if 99.9% of Catholics disagree with the Bishops, truth is not determined by a majority vote. Perhaps the law of our nation is, but that does not mean that it is right. Keep in mind, it was once legal in our nation to own slaves and to use child labor. Obviously these things were immoral, but they were legal and in many states you would be hard pressed to find someone who disagreed with the law, yet these things were not right simply because a majority of people agreed with them.

Catholics for Choice, the depth of your understanding of the faith is very shallow, no deeper than a puddle in a drought. Let us pray for these men and women and those who are lead astray by them on crucial moral issues. Amen.

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