Monthly Archives: October 2009

Duties Toward God

This just happened to be smack dab in the middle of the Scriptures I was reading today and it really hit me:

My son, if you come forward to serve the Lord, remain in justice and in fear, and prepare yourself for temptation. Set your heart right and be steadfast, incline your ear, and receive words of understanding, and do not be hasty in time of calamity. Await God’s patience, cling to him and do not depart, that you may be wise in all your ways. Accept whatever is brought upon you, and endure it in sorrow; in changes that humble you be patient. For gold and silver are tested in the fire, and acceptable men in the furnace of humiliation. Trust in God, and he will help you; hope in him, and he will make your ways straight. Stay in fear of him, and grow old in him.

-Sirach 2:1-6

God really knows what I need to hear. “If you are called to serve the Lord, remain in justice and in fear, and prepare yourself for temptation.” Good advice I need to start taking, because I am called to serve the Lord. “Await God’s patience.” I need to be patient, waiting for God to speak, but then acting upon what he says to me. I need to be accepting and enduring all that comes my way, to grow my character, to grow my trust.  Trust in him, hope in him, and I will grow old with him.

Lord God,
Help me to hope in you, trust in you, fear you. Help me to remain in justice and in fear, to be prepared for temptation. Help me to be patient and wise. Help me to heed the call to serve you. Amen.

Mother Mary, St. Paul, and all the Saints, pray for me, be a model for me, guide me in safety to Christ. Amen.

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What is the Definition of Insane?

planned par·ent·hood (n.): insane, mentally ill, foolish, batty, berserk, bizarre, cracked, crazed, crazy, cuckoo, daft, demented, derailed, deranged, fatuous, frenzied, idiotic, impractical, irrational, irresponsible, loony, lunatic, mad, maniacal, mental, moonstruck, nuts, nutty, of unsound mind, off one’s rocker, out of one’s mind, paranoid, preposterous, psychopathic, psychotic, rabid, raging, raving, schizophrenic, screwy, senseless, touched, unhinged, unsettled, wild

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Walkabout

“Don’t tell me what I can’t do.”

That’s what I feel like saying. It’s also what I’ve been saying. I’m just in a frustrated mood. I thought being Catholic would make life easier. Bet the Apostles thought the same thing. Rick James is coming to our campus tonight to speak about his book Jesus Without Religion. The title alone is what prompted some posts a few days back. Those same posts I plastered on my facebook too. Only problem is that they come down hard on Evangelical Christianity. Something within me despises Evangelical Christianity even though its where I came from. I consistently come down upon it, with the attitude of “you can’t do that.” My judgment is final. The Reformation was wrong, no ifs, ands, or buts about it. You can’t contradict me. Yet if anyone says the same about my attitude, such as “you can’t say that without even knowing what the book is about” I just wan’t to scream, “don’t tell me what I can’t do!”

That’s what’s causing the frustration. I get so worked up about defending the truth, that I let it displace all other virtues, especially hope and love, which ultimately push people away from the faith. By being so blatantly untactful when it comes to combating the “Jesus without religion heresy” it pushes people towards it because “if that’s what Catholicism turns me into it, I don’t want none of that.” I fear that I’ve only turned from a Fundamentalist Protestant into a Fundamentalist Catholic.

But that’s the thing. My attitude only comes from my deep desire for others to experience the fullness of truth and faith that I have experienced. I want for them to have all that Christ has given his Church, the unity, the sacraments, the gifts of intercession, the oneness, the wholeness, that is the Catholic faith. At least my bad attitude is one that stems from virtue, but that’s still no consolation. Something needs to change. I need to change. I need to let the Holy Spirit really work in me, because if I don’t change my approach and attitude, the unity that I desire will never materialize, only disunity. There has to be a way to charitably draw Protestants back into the fold without belittling and demonizing their faith. What that way is, I do not know. But I do know that Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life, and so I will begin by falling at his feet, following his bloody, faithful footprints across the landscape, and that is where I will find what I am looking for.

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Tertullian Quotes

Found some good quotes by Tertullian.

“The first reaction to truth is hatred.”

“Prevention of birth is precipitation of murder.”

And of course:

“The blood of the martyrs is the seed of the Church.”

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Jesus Without Religion: Part 2

I mentioned here that Jesus without religion is a false, if not dangerous, concept within Christian circles. I also mentioned that by looking at what Jesus taught in the Gospels, we can see that he indeed did come with religion, that is a set of beliefs, morals, and rituals for us to follow.

Beliefs

Things we hold to be true about the universe. For instance in Matthew 16:13-17, we see a conversation between Jesus and his disciples that goes like so:

Now when Jesus came into the district of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, “Who do men say that the Son of man is?” And they said, “Some say John the Baptist, others say Elijah and others Jeremiah or one of the prophets.” He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?” Simon Peter replied, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.” And Jesus answered him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jona! For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father who is in heaven.”

This statement from Jesus supports our belief that Jesus was the Christ, the Son of the living God. This is religion. From John 6, we believe that the bread and wine become the Body and Blood of Christ during the Mass.

So Jesus said to them, “Truly, truly, I say to you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of man and drink his blood, you have no life in you; he who eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise him up at the last day. For my flesh is food indeed, and my blood is drink indeed. He who eats my flesh and drinks my blood abides in me, and I in him.

-John 6: 53-56

Jesus brought with him defined belief, things such as his unity with the Father, his promise of the Holy Spirit, the Real Presence of the Eucharist, and many more things.

Morals

Of the different aspects of religion, this is where things get sketchy for those who would like to separate Jesus from religion. Why? Because morals are highly aligned with the Law, the Law that St. Paul describes as a curse. Many like to take St. Paul’s writings and use them as proof that we are no longer bound to follow the Ten Commandments. Yet to do so, is to ignore St. Paul’s many exhortations that this is NOT the case, not to mention Christ’s time and energy spent teaching his followers to practice the morality expressed in the Mosaic Law. In fact, in some cases, he makes the Law even tougher, like adultery for instance:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ But I say to you that every one who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.”

-Matthew 5:27-28

Jesus brought morality. He continually taught morality, and even said during the Sermon on the Mount that he did not come to abolish the law, but to fulfill, that no part of the law will be erased until heaven and earth have passed (Matthew 5:17-18). Last time I checked, heaven and earth have not passed away. So then, what are we to do with Paul’s comments about us being free from the Law? Well, I’m no Scripture scholar, but it seems to me that Christ came to write the Law on our hearts. That is that Christ transforms us to give us the ability to live the Law, to be the law in a way. That is that we are no longer under the curse of the Law because we are able to fulfill the Law. I think it is also important to interpret the words of St. Paul in light of the words of Christ, and not vice-versa. While all Scripture is inspired, I think that Jesus words are pre-eminent over St. Paul’s. I think we can agree with that.

Ritual

I think that this is the heart of the issue. This is where Evangelicals truly are different from Catholics. This is really where the “Jesus without religion” believer has a problem with religion. The idea is that Jesus freed us from the rituals of the old Jewish Law. The sacrifices, the obedience to the Law, the ceremonious cleansings, etc., etc. However, Jesus himself, instituted rituals for us.

And he took bread, and when he had given thanks he broke it and gave it to them, saying, “This is my body which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” And likewise the chalice after supper, saying, “This chalice which is poured out for you is the new covenant in my blood.”

-Luke22:19-20

Do this. Jesus says to do this very thing. In Acts 2: 43-47, we see that the believers gathered and broke the bread together, every day. Seems like a ritual to me. Want to see another ritual that Christ gave us?

“If any man would come after me, let him deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. For whoever would save his life will lose it; and whoever loses his life for my sake and the gospel’s will save it. “

-Mark 8:34b-35

Follow me. Jesus’ life was very ritualistic, including obedience to the Law. But most of all, our lives must mimic Christs. Mimicry is ritual. Christ says that we must take up our cross, that is to deny ourselves. Denying ourselves will require much prayer, ritualistic prayer even. It will require the continual procurement of grace from the Sacraments. Ritual. Rituals are not bad, and I do not know why many Christians feel like rituals need to be separated from Christ. Little do they realize, but they participate in rituals too. Are all your weeks, seven day weeks? Do the days always go in the same order? Ritual. Do you brush your teeth every night before bed? Ritual. Do you say grace before meals? Ritual. Do you start every religious service with a song of praise? Ritual. Rituals are not bad things. Jesus instituted many, including the Eucharist and Baptism.

Jesus very much so brought religion with him. He does not need to be separated from it, and in fact cannot be separated from it. To do so is to make Christianity relative, to make morality, truth, and practice dependent on our own interpretations, which often reflect our own self-serving desires, and that my friend is the stain and root of sin.

Jesus without religion. Don’t let it infect you.

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Jesus Without Religion: Part 1

re·li·gion (ri-ˈli-jən), n. 1. a set of beliefs concerning the cause, nature, and purpose of the universe, esp. when considered as the creation of a superhuman agency or agencies, usu. involving devotional and ritual observances, and often containing a moral code for the conduct of human affairs. 5. the practice of religious beliefs; ritual observance of faith. 6. something a person believes in and follows devotedly.

-From Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary-

Back in my days as an Evangelical-Protestant, the phrase Jesus without religion made something stir within me. To my ears, that was the most beautiful sound. I didn’t need to go to church every week. I didn’t need to be baptized. I didn’t need to go to Confession. I didn’t need to do anything. I could do whatever I wanted because I believed in Jesus. Jesus didn’t come to ask us to be obedient to the Law but to free us from the Law through faith in him. Yes, that was why Jesus came, and unfortunately for the world, some Christians, Catholics especially (if they even were Christian) had distorted Jesus’ mission, and faith had simply become sort of ritual, and that robbed individuals of a personal relationship with Christ, which is all God wanted for us.

Obviously I don’t think that way anymore. Just by looking at the definition of religion, we can see that it would be impossible to separate Jesus from religion. With that said, the idea of Jesus without religion is probably one of the most dangerous things about Christianity today. We live in a culture, in a society, in a world, that is especially concerned with ourselves, with getting and doing what we want, and when we want. This mindset is in direct opposition to orthodox Christianity, yet it is directly applied in the idea of Jesus without religion. How nice it is to accept Jesus as we are, or to believe that he accepts us as we are and requires nothing further of us. Of course, things like going to church every Sunday or volunteering to help the poor or being chaste are helpful, they are not necessary. This is evidented by the the recent decisions by the ELCA and the Episcopal churches to grant the unrepentant and prideful sexually immoral high positions of leadership by changing core and essential moral truths. Morality is religion and we don’t want religion with our Jesus.

The only problem is that this is not what Jesus preached, nor is it what any of the New Testament writers preached. You are free to believe as you like, but you lie if you believe that Christ taught that he comes without bringing religion. If we take even a little time to actually read what Christ taught, we can see that the faith is not anything like this concept of Jesus Without Religion.

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Human Calendar

Just check these links out. They are pretty sweet.

Human Calendar

Human Clock

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Tabula Rasa

One of the first things I learned about the gospel was its ability to make clean, to impart forgiveness on anyone who chose to listen and obey it. The chance to start over new is something I have longed for as long as I can remember, but especially since beginning college. And as I have grown in my faith, and followed God down a path I never would have foreseen myself taking, this aspect of the gospel become more real and more tangible every single day. Starting new, a clean slate, tabula rasa. In Baptism, in Confession, in Communion. In the hands of God, and only in the hands of God are we able to have our slate wiped away, a chance to start over, to live our lives they way we were originally meant to live them. And isn’t that something we all want? To have the mistakes of our pasts to be cleansed away? To be sanctified? To be made holy? To have a second chance? Tabula rasa. Tabula rasa.Tabula Rasa. A great sound, a liberating sound, a joyous sound.

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Sickening

That a woman would be so brutal and selfish to a baby:

Dear This Pregnancy,

I don’t know what I ever did to you, This Pregnancy, but you’ve picked the wrong woman.

You’re trying to fist-fuck me with this shit and are showing no remorse. Your merciless tactics will not go unpunished. I will qualify this war in the harshest of terms.

There is no moral component of this situation to me. You have invaded my sovereign womb and have poisoned me with your vindictive nature.

I like my lady parts, I like afterwork cocktails, I like my sex drive, I like not feeling as if I’m on a plummeting elevator (boxed in and sinking) all DAY LONG.

I want it back.

And I will take it.

You are thriving in a bubble of futility.

There will come a time when I will welcome you. And shield you and your home against any danger.

But now is not that time.

You’re a son of a bitch. You will be rolled up between my forefinger and thumb and crush.

Yours in haste,

N

This comes from What to Expect When You’re Aborting. I’ll leave you to vomit over the selfish inhumanity exhibited here.

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Pilot

So I met with Fr. Wilhelm yesterday and I told him all I had been thinking and praying about, and how I’m pretty darn sure that I want to go to seminary. We talked a lot about vocations and a story he told me reminded me of something going on in my life right now. He told of how he was stationed on a naval base (I presume it was San Diego, since I’ve heard him talk about it in his homilies before) with a Protestant-Baptist preacher. He said that this preacher did little to hide his true feelings about Catholics, and that one day Fr. Wilhelm had a confrontation with the man. All father said was that he was a Christian too. That he was a part of the Apostolic Church Christ founded. That the apostles were persecuted, even killed for their faith. That even though the preacher doesn’t understand the faith or know who he really is, he still loves him. You see, the preacher just wanted to start a fight with father about Catholicism, but all Fr. Wilhelm could do was love him because the love of Christ is a powerful thing.

As soon as father said that, all I could think of was my friends. When I say friends I use the term to specifically include the friends I gained through Cru and Bible Study my freshman and sophomore years at NDSU. This group of friends once was so tight-knit, so close, I would never have dreamed that the distance I am from them could ever have happened. I’m beginning to think its all my fault, that the distance was caused by my perceived issues and differences, not by any real attitudes on their parts. At one point in time, seeing them would result in a 20 minute conversation on the cold, snowy sidewalks of campus. Now it results in me looking the other way, walking quickly in the opposite direction, or a short, awkward conversation where it is obvious I want to get out as soon as possible. Why? Because I thought everyone looked down their noses at me for becoming Catholic. Every single one of them is a Protestant-Evangelical. Coming from their side, I knew that their faiths condemned mine when it came down to the core. I knew that they questioned me. I guess I should say, “suspected”, because other than a few small conversations very little has been said to me.

But I distanced myself nonetheless. My faith had shifted dramatically. How do you explain to a Protestant that you can’t hang out because you have Eucharistic Adoration? How do you tell a Protestant that you can’t eat lunch with them because you need to go to Confession? It’s hard, and so I pushed myself so far away. I keep hearing from them that they think that I hate them. I can’t blame them. A few of them came up to visit me last week after having not seen them in five months. Last year I would have hugged them, this year I snapped, “where’s your escort?” gave them a warning and left them. How could I be so rude?!

I look around me and I see a beach of burning wreckage. People are screaming, they are hurt, they don’t understand what is happening, why things have gotten to the point that they are. Only this plane crash is entirely my doing. Its MY fault that the plane broke in half over the island, MY fault that people have shrapnel in their gut, MY fault that our friendship is dead. I feel so guilty because I started a fight where there is a good chance there wasn’t one. I have not shown the love of Christ, but rather, cut out the people of my life because they aren’t Catholic like me. What does that do to the Catholic witness?

I feel helpless though because the situation seems irreparable. Where do I start? Where can I even begin? Will any amount of work even matter? Maybe our paths have diverged too far apart at this point anyways? Will rescue ever come for these relationships? Will the tree-eating mysterious monster that haunts these friendships ever be tamed? Will things ever be the same again?

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