Monthly Archives: May 2009

Day of Pentecost

Today is the day of Pentecost, the day we celebrate the descent of the Holy Spirit on the Apostles, those men who Christ chose to build his Church and feed his sheep. It is the end of the Lent/Easter season in which we have celebrated the suffering, the crucifixion, the resurrection, and the ascension of our Lord. We do well today to pray to the Holy Spirit and ask him to come into our hearts and minds, asking him to strengthen us to hold fast to the truth of Jesus Christ in the glory of God the Father.

Bishop Aquila was the celebrant of Mass this morning at St. Mary’s and he reminded us to live by the Spirit and not by the flesh, as St. Paul does too in his epistle to the Galatians.

Now the works of the flesh are obvious: immorality, impurity, licentiousness, idolatry, sorcery, hatreds, rivalry, jealousy, outbursts of fury, acts of selfishness, dissensions, factions, occasions of envy, drinking bouts, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I warned you before, that those who do such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. In contrast, the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, self control. Against these there is no law. Now those who belong to Christ have crucified their flesh with its passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit, let us also follow the Spirit. Let us not be conceited, provoking one another, envious off one another.

-Galatians 5:19-26

Bishop is right, we need to live by the Spirit. Do I? Probably not. I can probably count more things in my life from the works of the flesh list than I can from the fruit of the Spirit list. I know I need to work harder at submitting to the Spirit and I am hoping that today as I am reminded of such a gift as the Spirit, that I can find the strength to do so.

But today is more than just Pentecost, but it is important to me in more ways than one. It symbolizes the ending of my first season in full communion with the Body of Christ. I survived six whole weeks and am stronger now, have found more joy than ever before, even in the midst of more persecution. But I also found out that a friend of mine will be beginning his journey into the Catholic faith this fall when he starts to take RCIA at St. Mary’s. I am so very joyful about this because in the midst of opposition that seems to only grow and never end there are more candles coming into faith, realizing that the Catholic Church is more than legitimate. I pray for him even now and I hope you will too as he prepares to prepare to be accepted into the Church next Easter.

And as we move from Easter into Ordinary Time, let us pray for the gift of the Holy Spirit.

Come, Holy Spirit, Creator blest,
and in our souls take up Thy rest;
come with Thy grace and heavenly aid
to fill the hearts which Thou hast made.
O comforter, to Thee we cry,
O heavenly gift of God Most High,
O fount of life and fire of love,
and sweet anointing from above.

Thou in Thy sevenfold gifts are known;
Thou, finger of God’s hand we own;
Thou, promise of the Father, Thou
Who dost the tongue with power imbue.

Kindle our sense from above,
and make our hearts o’erflow with love;
with patience firm and virtue high
the weakness of our flesh supply.

Far from us drive the foe we dread,
and grant us Thy peace instead;
so shall we not, with Thee for guide,
turn from the path of life aside.

Oh, may Thy grace on us bestow
the Father and the Son to know;
and Thee, through endless times confessed,
of both the eternal Spirit blest.

Now to the Father and the Son,
Who rose from death, be glory given,
with Thou, O Holy Comforter,
henceforth by all in earth and heaven. Amen.

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Unleashing

I had a really good time last night. I had dinner with a friend I hadn’t seen in many months and she wanted to catch up. I knew that I would have to confess to becoming Catholic and I was really nervous about how it would go down. It went great, turns out she is Catholic and I never knew it. Another ally. We then went and visited another friend and went to Applebee’s. Then conversation started rolling and I just started unleashing all of my frustrations about the way some people have reacted to me since I have become Catholic. I went on and on and on. I was respectful, but I was honest about the distance that grows because people don’t understand and they refuse to even try.

I got home and was just getting more upset thinking about the way people have been acting and I wrote a very chastising note on facebook and tagged all my Catholic-hating friends in it, as well as those who aren’t becasue I didn’t want to single out the four or five people it was really aimed at. Anyways, it felt good to unleash and tell people what I really think and really feel and hopefully people begin to come out from under their rocks and pull their heads out of the sand, unplug their ears and open their minds.

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Calling…..

I think its been a long time since I’ve seriously sat down and thought about my calling. I think after Thanksgiving when I decided I was not going on East Asia summer project and was pretty sure I was going to become Catholic, I just stopped thinking about my long-term calling, my call to missions. Part of it may have been my focus on learning about Catholicism and making sure I took it seriously and that my faith formation was true and a success. Part of it is no doubt the false misconception I had (and still have?) that the Catholic Church doesn’t “do missions.” Of course, that is ridiculous and I know it. But I think that over the last few weeks I have really begun to think about my calling again, especially when someone suggested to me I become a FOCUS missionary after school. I’m not anywhere close to figuring out where I’m going, maybe its FOCUS, maybe its not. But it has been on my mind. I like to see myself off in a foreign country or being a religious brother like Desmond tried to be in LOST. I don’t know, its all a little premature. But if you want to remember me in your prayers every now and then and pray that God would call me, I would listen, and we would walk together, that would be fantastic.

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I Wonder What They Think

Not that it matters what people think, but I can’t help but wonder if some of my friends think I became Catholic because I was pressured by my best friends to become Catholic because they are Catholic. Like I wasn’t able to hold my own and say ‘no’ to something. That’s not the way it happened at all, just so you know. That’s all.

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My Roommate…

…is from Korea and he made me dinner tonight, traditional Korean food. It was pretty tasty. While I was waiting for it to be done, I picked up the bulletin from St. Mary’s that I left laying on the counter and he asked me in the best english he could muster if I was Catholic. I said ‘yes’ naturally (cuz its true!) and he said that he goes to the Newman Center!!! I was pretty pumped to say the least. We’ll definitely have to go to Church together sometime!

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St. Felix of Cantalice

St. Felix singing and asking for alms

St. Felix singing and asking for alms

Felix was the first Franciscan Capuchin ever canonized. In fact, when he was born, the Capuchins did not yet exist as a distinct group within the Franciscans.

Born of humble, God-fearing parents in the Rieti Valley, Felix worked as a farmhand and a shepherd until he was 28. He developed the habit of praying while he worked.

In 1543 he joined the Capuchins. When the guardian explained the hardships of that way of life, Felix answered: “Father, the austerity of your Order does not frighten me. I hope, with God’s help, to overcome all the difficulties which will arise from my own weakness.”

Three years later Felix was assigned to the friary in Rome as its official beggar. Because he was a model of simplicity and charity, he edified many people during the 42 years he performed that service for his confreres.

As he made his rounds, he worked to convert hardened sinners and to feed the poor as did his good friend, St. Philip Neri, who founded the Oratory, a community of priests serving the poor of Rome. When Felix wasn’t talking on his rounds, he was praying the rosary. The people named him “Brother Deo Gratias” (thanks be to God) because he was always using that blessing.

When Felix was an old man, his superior had to order him to wear sandals to protect his health. Around the same time a certain cardinal offered to suggest to Felix’s superiors that he be freed of begging so that he could devote more time to prayer. Felix talked the cardinal out of that idea. Felix was canonized in 1712. 

From American Catholic

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More Thoughts on Faith

So as I continue to think about faith and what it is/isn’t, two conversations come to mind. The first is with the guy from Atlanta who is extremely opposed to Catholics. When he found out I was Catholic, he told me to not go crazy and start working my way to heaven, but to remember that faith is what saves. I told him to remember that salvation doesn’t come from simple belief. He then responded with “even the demons believe.” It struck me as interesting that he would quote that verse to me because it screams “works” and “action.” In fact it is the very antithesis of the notion that we are once saved by our belief. I just thought it was weird.

I also think of a conversation that just happened this past weekend in which I was asked, “How Catholic are you?” When asked to clarify, the response was, “Are you one of those Catholics that thinks they can do whatever they want and then confess to a priest and that is ok?” Before I could respond, my friend, a future FOCUS missionary jumped in to defend the faith and clear up the misunderstanding that was clearly present. It’s interesting, though, that this would be someone’s idea of the Catholic Church when most people see us as people who believe we must work our way to Heaven, not people who sin unashamedly. If it weren’t for the part about confessing to a priest, I would say that that is one of the most Protestant ideas out there, that we can sin all we want without consequence to our salvation.

Anyways, just some thoughts as I was coming back from Mass this morning.

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Love Not With Speech

“Children, let us love not in word or speech but in deed and truth.” -1 John 3:18

I think that this hits the gospel spot on. We are to love God, that is what Christ said the greatest commandment is. But our love, as illustrated above is not to be professed by words, but by our actions. I mean, does this not describe Christ’s love for us? Did he just say “I love you” or did he profess his love in action? I’m looking at my crucifix right now and I’m inclined towards the latter. And if we follow Christ and know him, we imitate him. We love God, we love each other, we love in actions, deeds and truth. Love isn’t a feeling or a word, but is, in its most basic form, an action.

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Election/Predestination

I stole this from BFHU.

Q. My Protestant friend showed me Romans 9 for the doctrine of election and it was very convincing. I myself have noticed a lot of places in the bible where the word choosing or chosen is mentioned in the New Testament. I would really appreciate it if you could please help me out.

A. Yes, Romans 9 is very convincing when you just read it with their interpretation in mind. But if their interpretation is correct: that God has chosen only some to be saved THEN:-This Creates arrogance in those convinced that they are God’s chosen ones, even though they have NO
OBJECTIVE PROOF
-Negates the doctrine of free will and makes those chosen mere puppets of God the book of Timothy is not infallible scripture
-All the hundreds of warnings in scripture not to fall away are a joke and totally unnecessary
-All of the IF passages in scripture are meaningless

These are MAJOR and SERIOUS problems. Roman 9 CANNOT contradict other scripture. If it seems to, then it is the INTERPRETATION that is wrong. The proper interpretation does not jump out at you but St. Paul wrote Romans and other books where he must have contradicted himself if the Calvinists have the correct interpretation.

This conflict was very foundational in my losing faith in Protestantism and entering the Catholic Church.

My husband, who is still Protestant wrote a two volume book refuting Calvinism. It goes against so many scriptures you have no idea. Do not let the fact that your friend can recite verses from memory intimidate you. I am sure your friend is a lovely person and very sincere but he has been deceived.

Earlier in Romans St Paul says,

Romans 2:6-11
6God “will give to each person according to what he has done.”

(This contradicts the doctrine of FAITH ALONE. How can this be reconciled to the arbitrarieness of God the way your friend interprets Romans 9 Written by the SAME PERSON To those who by persistence in doing good seek glory, honor and immortality, he will give eternal life. Who gets eternal life? Those who do GOOD not those who are chosen puppets unable to fall away. )

8But for those who are self-seeking and who reject the truth and follow evil, there will be wrath and anger. 9There will be trouble and distress for every human being who does evil: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile; 10but glory, honor and peace for everyone who does good: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. 11For God does not show favoritism

That contradicts Calvin’s interpretation of Romans 9

I wanted to start with something by the very same author, St Paul in Romans 2 that contradict Calvinism. This is a huge topic. Now I will comment on Romans 9.

Romans 9:11 or though the twins were not yet born and had not done anything good or bad, so that (Z)God’s purpose according to His choice would stand, not because of works but because of Him who calls,

(We Catholics too beleive that salvation is by the grace of God. It is not b/c of works of the Law. Paul uses this example b/c it was 400 years before the giving of the Law to Moses Paul is emphasizing here that works of the Law do not indebt God to the person. The Lord freely chooses to be merciful. He is sovereign and cannot be coerced by the works of man. Paul cannot be saying here either that good works do not matter b/c he would be contradicting what he said in Romans 2 above and James 2 also, “Faith without works is dead” )

12it was said to her, “(AA)THE OLDER WILL SERVE THE YOUNGER.” 13Just as it is written, “(AB)JACOB I LOVED, BUT ESAU I HATED.”

(If this is taken literally it contradicts John 3:16 For God so loved the world. And I John 4:7 God is Love Who does God hate? those who do evil. God does not just choose to hate some people for no reason. By His foreknowledge He Knew what Esau would do. A God who loves and hates individuals for absolutely no reason is NOT the God of Sacred Scripture. This scripture does not reveal why God hated Esau. It is Protestant interpretation to say that it was just arbitrary b/c God decided before time to send Esau to Hell along with everyone else He arbitrarily chose NOT to elect.

14What shall we say then? There is no injustice with God, is there? May it never be! 15For He says to Moses, I WILL HAVE MERCY ON WHOM I HAVE MERCY, AND I WILL HAVE COMPASSION ON WHOM I HAVE COMPASSION.” 16So then it does not depend on the man who wills or the man who runs, but on God who has mercy. 17For the Scripture says to Pharaoh, “FOR THIS VERY PURPOSE I RAISED YOU UP, TO DEMONSTRATE MY POWER IN YOU, AND THAT MY NAME MIGHT BE PROCLAIMED THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE EARTH.” 18 So then He has mercy on whom He desires, and He (hardens whom He desires. 19 You will say to me then, “(AL)Why does He still find fault? For who resists His will?”

( Much can be said here but it is extremely important to read this account in Exodus where Pharoah hardens his own heart in Ex. 5-9 three times before God confirms him in this hardened state. This was not as arbitrary as it sounds in Romans. And of course Paul KNEW the scriptures backwards and forwards. But Peter warns in :

II Pet 3:15-16 “just as also our beloved brother Paul, according to the wisdom given him, wrote to you, 16as also in all his letters, speaking in them of these things, in which are some things hard to understand, which the untaught and unstable distort, as they do also the rest of the Scriptures, to their own destruction.

Romans 9:20 On the contrary, who are you, O man, who answers back to God? The thing molded will not say to the molder, “Why did you make me like this,” will it? 21Or does not the potter have a right over the clay, to make from the same lump one vessel for honorable use and another for common use? 22What if God, (BFHU:this is hypothetical, it is NOT a dogmatic statement of how God works) although willing to demonstrate His wrath and to make His power known, endured with much patience vessels of wrath prepared for destruction? 23And He did so to make known the riches of His glory upon vessels of mercy, which He prepared beforehand for glory, 24even us, whom He also called, not from among Jews only, but also from among Gentiles.

This passage v. 22-24 is VERY important b/c of the Greek used. It can be translated as you see above which dovetails with the Calvinist view that God arbitrarily elected some for Heaven and some for Hell. However, these verses can also be translated differently and in a way that aligns with the rest of scripture and Catholic teaching.

vessels of wrath prepared for destruction-

Consider this. Vines Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words-the word translated “prepared” (other translations are made, fitted etc.) is the Greek word KATARTIZO.

KATARTIZO–to make fit, to equip,prepare…in Romans 9:22 it is in the Middle Voice which signifies that those referred to fitted themselves for destruction (as illustrated in the case of Pharaoh who hardened his own heart first is accurately presented in the R.V. in the first part of the series of incidents in the Exodus narrative, which records Pharaoh’s doings: only after repeated and persistent obstinancy on his part is it recorded that God hardened his heart). -Vines p 106 under “Fitted”

Interpreting these verses that the vessel “fitted themselves” for wrath or glory removes completely the idea that God was arbitrary. But this is diametrically opposed to the Calvinist doctrines of Predestination, Limited atonement etc. and other Protestant beliefs in Faith Alone, Grace Alone.

These verses and the goal of this chapter is to get it through to the Jews that God loves the Gentiles too. He wanted to have mercy on them as well. And by His sovreignty He could and would have mercy on them as well.

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The Prodigal Son Illustrates Nature of Salvation

Most of us know the story of the Prodigal Son, for those of you who don’t, you can find it in Luke 15:11-32. A quick summary of the story: a father has two sons and the younger son asks his father for his inheritance. The father gives the sons their shares of the inheritance and the younger one goes off parties, lives it up, and squanders everything he has been given by his father. Suddenly things take a turn for the worse for the son as famine strikes and without his inheritance he suffers greatly, hungers, thirsts, is cold, and likely homeless. His suffering causes him to regain his senses and he knows that the servants of his father are treated better than this and he returns to his father, confesses his sins, repents and resolves never again to abandon his family. Out of joy his father gives him more than he had before, throws a grand feast and welcomes his son back with ever greater joy, love, and mercy.

I quite like to think that this illustrates quite nicely the story of our own salvation. While many of us think that the grace or inheritance we received from God is something we can never lose, this parable tells us otherwise. The son probably never dreamed that he would receive the riches of his father, but end up destitute on the streets, but he did. The same can happen for us. We receive the rich grace and mercy from the Father, through Christ, and we think we will never be without it, but we often find ourselves destitute of the grace of God when we find ourselves in mortal sin. But it’s not God who takes away the grace he gives us, but it is we who make choices and lose that grace on our own. God has given us the freedom to make choices, the freedom to do what we will with his grace. He has taken a big risk by giving us every blessing because we can squander and abuse what he holds dearly, the gifts he lavishes upon us. I try to make it clear that it is not God who takes away our grace and salvation, it is we  who lose it when we make poor choices like the Prodigal Son.

But the best part of the story is that the Prodigal Son returns to his father to repent of and confess of his sins. The father rightly could have given his son a lowly position as a mere servant. In fact the father rightly could have turned his Son away and sent him back to the streets. But he didn’t, he embraced him, welcomed him home and restored his son’s inheritance. In the same way we crawl back to God, we confess, we repent. God has every right to send us away empty handed, but he doesn’t. His rich love and mercy restores our grace and salvation to us. God is infinite in mercy and grace and so no matter how many times we fail, how many times we screw up, God is waiting for our return so that he can restore our grace, give us more mercy, give us Christ. But we have to return. We have to repent, or else we have lost our salvation, not because God has taken anything away, but because somewhere along the way, we set the grace down so that we could pick something else up and grace is a delicate thing and it was lost, by our own fault.

Our Father,
You are rich in grace and mercy. Show your mercy to those of us who have lost the grace we were given freely. Restore us to eternal love and help us to make better decisions in the future, to embrace the grace you have given to us. In Christ we pray, Amen.

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