Monthly Archives: June 2008

Staff Gone

 

The staff left this morning, and contrary to my fears that project would fall to pieces, it didn’t. We had a successful project meeting where we reviewed our visions and the growth that we have all done since arriving one month ago today and it was good. I realized that not much is going to be noticeably different with the staff gone, at least on my part, so yeah, praise God.

Categories: Summer Project

Foolish Pride

 

It seems as if when I focus all my attention on one area of sin, Satan is more able to creep in other ways without me noticing, and pride is definitely one of those ways. Just days after my discipler compliments me on my humility, I find myself having very prideful thoughts about something that doesn’t even matter. As a Sea World vendor, I have become very good at nearly selling out of whatever I am selling at a show. Normally it doesn’t matter, but today I thought about how great I am and how much I deserve the praise that the leads give me when I come back with most of my stuff sold. But today when I didn’t get some praise, I was so upset. I quickly realized what was happening and I felt horribly. Who cares if I can or cannot sell pop or churros or water at a dolphin show? Anheuser-Busch? Maybe, but they don’t really matter. I have been such a fool by letting pride slip into my life. I should be grateful that God even allows anyone to hire me and allows me to make any money at all.

Categories: Life in Christ, Summer Project

American Faith Lacks Dogmatism

 

This just in from the AP:

Americans’ faith lacks dogmatism

By Erik Gorski
ASSOCIATED PRESS

June 24, 2008

America remains a nation of believers, but a new survey finds most Americans don’t feel their religion is the only way to eternal life – even if their faith tradition teaches otherwise.

The findings, revealed yesterday in a survey of 35,000 adults, can either be taken as a positive sign of growing religious tolerance or disturbing evidence Americans dismiss or don’t know fundamental teachings of their faiths.

Among the more startling numbers in the survey, conducted by the Pew Forum on Religion and Public Life: 57 percent of evangelical church attendees said they believe many religions can lead to eternal life, in conflict with traditional evangelical teaching.

In all, 70 percent of Americans with a religious affiliation shared that view, and 68 percent said there is more than one true way to interpret the teachings of their religion.

“The survey shows religion in America is, indeed, 3,000 miles wide and only three inches deep,” said D. Michael Lindsay, a Rice University sociologist of religion.

“There is a growing pluralistic impulse toward tolerance and that is having theological consequences,” he said.

Earlier data from the Pew Forum’s U.S. Religious Landscape Survey, released in February, highlighted how often Americans switch religious affiliation. The newly released material looked at religious belief and practice as well as the impact of religion on society, including how faith shapes political views.

The report argued that while relatively few people – 14 percent – cite religious beliefs as the main influence on their political thinking, religion plays a powerful indirect role.

The study confirmed some political dynamics, including stark divisions over abortion and same-sex marriage, with the more religiously committed taking conservative views on the issues.

But it also showed support across religious lines for greater governmental aid for the poor, even if it means more debt, and stricter environmental laws and regulations.

By many measures, Americans are strongly religious: 92 percent believe in God, 74 percent believe in life after death and 63 percent say their respective scriptures are the word of God.

Deeper investigation found more than one in four Roman Catholics, mainline Protestants and Orthodox Christians expressed some doubts about God’s existence, as did six in 10 Jews.

Rabbi Moishe Leider of the Orthodox Chabad Center of San Diego welcomed the findings. Jews believe many religions can lead to heaven, he said.

Leider said he believes more people would attend church or temple if God were returned to the focus of services.

“The churches and the synagogues today do not answer the needs of these people,” he said. “Unfortunately, a lot of the churches and synagogues are not really places of godliness. They are places of politics, places of social action, places of fellowship, where people come together to meet each other. But in many respects, spirituality is lacking.”

Another finding almost defies explanation: 21 percent of self-identified atheists said they believe in God or a universal spirit, with 8 percent “absolutely certain” of it.

Jeff Archer, president of the Atheist Coalition of San Diego, was at a loss to explain how one in five atheists said they believed in God.

“I find it quite preposterous that an atheist believes in God,” Archer said. “The only qualification to be an atheist is a nonbelief in God. When you take that away, then they’re not an atheist.”

Nearly across the board, the majority of religious Americans believe many religions can lead to eternal life: mainline Protestants (83 percent), members of historically black Protestant churches (59 percent), Catholics (79 percent), Jews (82 percent) and Muslims (56 percent).

By similar margins, people in those faith groups believe in multiple interpretations of their traditions’ teachings. However, 44 percent of the religiously affiliated also said their religion should preserve its traditional beliefs and practices.

The Rev. Molly Vetter of the First United Methodist Church of San Diego said the tendency of Americans to believe in God but not to attend church, and to pick and choose among religious tenets, reflects the individualism of our culture.

However, she said people who don’t participate in organized religion are missing out on the chance to experience their faith with others. “One of the things I treasure about church life is the way it brings us together as a community,” Vetter said.

Beliefs about eternal life vary greatly, even within a religious tradition.

Some Christians hold strongly to Jesus’ words as described in John 14:6: “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.” Others emphasize the wideness of God’s grace.

The Catholic Church teaches the “one church of Christ . . . subsists in the Catholic Church” alone and Protestant churches, while defective, can be “instruments of salvation.”

Roger Oldham, a vice president with the executive committee of the Southern Baptist Convention, bristled at using the word “tolerance” in the analysis. “If by tolerance we mean we’re willing to engage or embrace a multitude of ways to salvation, that is no longer evangelical belief,” he said. “The word ‘evangelical’ has been stretched so broadly, it’s almost an elastic term.”

More than most groups, Catholics break with their church, and not only on issues such as abortion and homosexuality. Six in 10 Catholics described God as “a person with whom people can have a relationship” – which the church teaches – while three in 10 described God as an “impersonal force.”

“The statistics show, more than anything else, that many who describe themselves as Catholics do not know or understand the teachings of their church,” said Denver Roman Catholic Archbishop Charles Chaput. “Being Catholic means believing what the Catholic Church teaches. It is a communion of faith, not simply of ancestry and family tradition. It also means that the church ought to work harder at evangelizing its own members.”

Categories: Catholicism, Life in Christ, Summer Project

Commitments To Manhood

 

All the guys on project went on an overnight retreat to Pine Valley, CA for Thursday/Friday. We did a lot of things but the most important was a ceremony where we made 6 commitments to manhood. I won’t go through the mechanics of the ceremony so that I don’t spoil anything for future project attendees. But I will tell you the six promises that I made and that will honestly forever shape the rest of my life if I am going to be a man of my honor.

1. I commit to bond my soul with the Spirit of God, my person to reflect the image of God and to live my life to the glory of God
2. I commit to live by the biblical definition of masculinity where I: reject passivity, accept responsibility, lead courageously, and expect God’s greater reward
3. I commit from this day forward to purity in relationships with women, sexual abstinence until marriage and faithfulness to my wife in marriage
4. I commit to proclaim the Gospel of Jesus Christ to the world through my words and actions
5. I commit to seek out mentors in my life and to disciple other men in their Christian faith
6. I commit to be a member of a group of peers who will help me to process life personally and spiritually for a lifetime

These are commitments that God lead me to make and I believe that they are right and I will accept responsibility for these promises and I expect that by following them I will receive God’s greater reward. These are definitely the right decisions to make and they will definitely give glory to God.

Categories: Life in Christ, Sanctity of Life and Marriage, Summer Project

Sexual Purity

 

Tonight we had men’s time back at the project. The topic was sexual purity. I’ve had many talks about sexual purity before, but this one was different. I felt more convicted. I have been a slave to immorality and a depraved mind for the longest time, but for some reason it just hit me today and I felt so bad. We had to define what sexual immorality was and we arrived at the conclusion that it is any sexual activity that occurs outside of a committed marital relationship between a man and woman. We also had to define sexual activity and came to the conclusion that even kissing is sexual. Why? Imagine that you are married and I kiss your wife. Would you be pretty upset about it? Yeah, thought so. Anyway, sexual immorality includes a wide variety of things.

We went over scripture from 1 Thessalonians 4 that discussed the issue and it was a big help. The thing that hit the hardest, though, was near the end when all the girls, unexpected to us, came into the room and stood at the front. I don’t know why, but I couldn’t look any of them in the face. Then there was a girl at the end of each row, which I was on the end of mine, and she handed the guy a rose. The guy was to take a petal or two or three from the rose and passed it down the row. It just hit me hard about how my sexually immoral actions affect both her and me. I fully realized that my immorality goes far beyond pornography and lust, but goes deep into flirtation, leading girls on, putting myself into tempting situations by watching movies or tv late at night alone with a girl on my bed/sofa, or going for a midnight walk on campus to the babbling brook.

On Thursday morning, the guys are leaving for an overnight trip to Tijuana. We are going to be asked to make a commitment to sexual purity until marriage and to faithfulness in marriage. I am eager to make that promise. I know that it is going to be hard to honor it sometimes, but it worth it. When I finally get married, I want to be a whole rose for my wife, not one that has been trampled on and had its petals torn off. I have to remember that that God has promised me something greater than any instantly gratifying sinful lust could bring for me.

Categories: Life in Christ, Sanctity of Life and Marriage, Summer Project

Faith vs. Works

 

Today at SDSU we had some great conversations, one of which was with a Catholic guy named Dave. We got into a debate about salvation through faith vs. works. We used Ephesians 2:8-9 to argue that our salvation is not dependent on the things we do, while he argued that it was. He also said that a Buddhist or Muslim or Hindu who does good works, will also enter the gates of Heaven since good can only be done through God and therefore by doing good, these people are “knowing” God. I don’t really know if that is a Catholic belief or not (I am in the process of finding out though) and working on how I can better respond to it. Dave was really excited about going into it further and deeper with us and actually got one of our numbers and is most likely going to call us to meet up and take further. I am really excited about his zeal and I am really really praying that God will show him the truth regarding what the scriptures actually say about salvation.

Categories: Catholicism, Evangelization, Life in Christ, Summer Project

Longest Day Ever

 

I should really be in bed right now, considering that I just finished what I consider to be the longest day of my life. We were supposed to have men’s time before church this morning at 7:00, but the staff actually woke us up at 6:30. Men’s time began with a run along the bay up to West Mission Blvd. I was not happy about that at all. Every time I saw an encouraging smile from a staff member, I just wanted to punch them in the face. I was definitely not living by the Spirit. After the brutal run, we had to do an obstacle course, in teams of 6, in which my $45 Bison shorts from Scheels got completely dirty and disgusting. Then we had to recite five passages of Scripture that we were supposed to have committed to memory. For each wrong passage, you received a handicap. I got all mine right, but one team member missed three so I took one of his handicaps for him. Then we had to do the obstacle course again with all of our handicaps. It was so hard and we really had to work as a team to get each other through. At one particular spot we collectively had to do 300 push-ups. Some of us had no arms or one arm or one deformed mega-arm and so we literally had to push each other up to make it. By this time I was less bitter about the whole ordeal, and more focused on helping out my team members and getting through it all together. I learned about patience and humility and helping a brother by bearing his burdens. Most of all, I learned about the unselfishness of Christ’s actions.

Also today, I confronted my calling. Since February of last year (2007) God has been calling me into ministry. I actually just got back from my prayer time on the beach by myself where I just gave it up. I made the decisive decision to follow the calling, to make it more than a maybe or if-I-have-time. I made it a promise, a reality. I WILL be going into full-time ministry after school. I’m not sure what it looks like exactly, but it will probably be in missions.

So, a lot has happened today and it really has been a long day. My body aches, my mind reels, and my soul rejoices. Most of all, Jesus Christ will be exalted in my body, bring glory to God, because it really is all for him.

Categories: Life in Christ, Summer Project

Looking Back

 

I was prompted to just look back at some of my older posts it is amazing to see the changes that have taken place, the things that I have gone through and the consistency of God’s mercy, grace, and sovereignty. God is so great.

Categories: Summer Project

The Things I Have Seen in San Diego

 

Ahhh, the things you see in San Diego. Some are hilarious, some are breath-taking and some just make you think.

The most amazing thing I have seen is definitely the sunsets. You just don’t get that kind of awe in Minnesota, though, a sunset over a forest of pines is awesome in it’s own way. The funniest thing I have seen has to have been this girl riding her bike on the boardwalk. All of a sudden, a frisbee hit her and she almost lost her balance. I know, I know, I should feel sorry for her, not laugh, but it was just so hilarious. Then, today at Sea World, I saw this family fight begin about 20 feet from my Pepsi cart. The son (maybe 17 or 19) started freaking out on his parents. It made me think about all the feuds I have had with my own parents and how I am going to parent so that my children do not cause scenes at Sea World when they are on the brink of their 20′s. And this morning I saw two sea creatures right off the shore on Mission Beach. I couldn’t tell exactly what they were. They definitely had dorsal fins. They were darkish on the top with a white or gray underbelly. I don’t think that they were whales or sharks or dolphins, although they could have been, so I don’t really know. But I just sat and watched them jump around and stuff for about 15 minutes before they went back out into deep water. The scariest thing, byfar, that I have seen was a college protest on the UCSD campus last week. It was loud and scary, not like the protests we have in North Dakota. Anyway, those are just a few of the things I have seen in San Diego over the past two and a half weeks.

Categories: Summer Project

Wonder

 

I am in such a mood right now. I am just so astounded at how people can not believe in an amazing God who created this wondrous world. Look at the ocean. Look at the stars shining to earth from billions of lightyears away. Look at a beluga whale or polar bear. Look at the mountains as you fly over them in an airplane. Look at the moon and the way that it always keeps the same side facing the earth. It is so clear! Look at a cell. It is so small and so irreducibly complex! I want to scream in frustration at people who make excuses when they see this. Romans 1:20-22 says:

For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities—his eternal power and divine nature—have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse. For although they knew God, they neither glorified him as God nor gave thanks to him, but their thinking became futile and their foolish hearts were darkened. Although they claimed to be wise, they became fools.

It is so very true. People claim to be wise by saying that the stars and the cell and everything is coincidental and it is no big deal. But what do they have? What do they have?!?! NOTHING! All of this is just brought up as a way to dance around the issue, the real issue. Admitting that we are sinners, that we are held accountable to someone for our actions, that we are not the center of the world, nor is any of this for us. I just can’t deal with it.

So much wonder
Carved in your coral seas
So much wonder
Shaded by ancient trees
I consider all that your hands have made
Every newborn’s eyes, every new sunrise
No power can tame your presence
No light can match your radiance

Let all creation sing in wonder
Every sea, every creature, every star
You opened up my eyes to wonder
What a vision, what a wonder you are

Such a wonder
Ordering time and tide
Such a wonder
Bridging the great divide
I consider all that you had, all you gave
And all that you endured
From this rebel world
What a wondrous cross you chose to bear
What a wonder you would even care

Let every rock cry out
Let every knee bow down
You opened up my heart to wonder
What a love, what a wonder you are

No power can tame your presence
No light can match your radiance
Such a wonder…
Such a wonder…

Let every rock cry out
Let every knee bow down
You opened up my heart to wonder
What a love, what a wonder you are

Categories: Summer Project

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